Time Stands Still.

I can't sleep, it's 4:55AM, I'm wide awake and I just watched two movies in the last 4 hours. First, I watched 27 Dresses and right now, I just finished watching Nights In Rodanthe. I could watch 27 dresses over and over and over again. Nights In Rodanthe was alright. Of course SOMEONE had to die in the movie. Nicholas Sparks is known for his sad endings, but I'd rather read his books than watch the movies. The books are always better!

Anyway, I'm so frustrated. Fuck life and the economy! First of all, my Mom told me that I'm not having my debut anymore. Well, that's what she said, but I'm not sure if you can refund because my mom already put a deposit of 1500dollars. Second, she said my Dad is getting laid off in 5months so we won't have enough money to cover everything for my debut. Third, the guy I was planning to go to Prom with can't go with me because he can't afford the ticket. He said he'd love to go with me, but can't because the stupid tickets are expensive. Fourth, I'm beginning to realize how things with a certain friendship won't be the same anymore.. Screw everything, seriously. But I guess I just have to deal with this and not have my debut because my parents can't afford it. Let's just get drunk for my birthday.. har har har.

I guess I'll sleep soon.. well I'll try. Hopefully it doesn't rain and that plans work out later on today.. I really want to go to the beach.


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