Career Day

Today was Career Day and I didn't get what classes I wanted. Well at least one of them. Fashion Designing was kind of boring and the girl's clothes were hideous! My second session was fun. The teacher taught us how to draw flowers and owls. Hahahah. Anyway, I met Francia Raisa, Garret and Gantry Hill today. They are really cool. Garret and Gantry are so hot too omggggggg! I'll post up pictures once Christina uploads theeeeeem!
Pictures:

Francia Raisa from The Secret Life of the American Teenager!


My bestest friend Paravee Papaya Prakongsup


Norman, Apu, Paravee and Janis!


Gantry and Garret Hill, famous skaters!


Johnathan Sandoval


Stephen Panosian


Trevor Caskey


Robin Esporas

Electric Relaxation

Stayed home today instead of going to school. Damn, I miss so much school! Anyway, I was toooo tired to go today. Woke up around 11. Ate Mickey D's. Then watched CSI for 6 hours straight, hahaha. I love CSI. Gossip Girl was intense tonight too. I love Nate and Blair together. And Vanessa fucked Chuck, wtf! And I absolutely hate how there won't be a new episode of Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill until April 20th! I hate waiting. I'm so impatient. This blog is pretty pointless and I don't care.
I misssss Big Bear so much already. I want to go back again! :( :(

Fingerprints

Wow, I had a lot of fun this weekend. I take my previous post back! I'm so happy I went to Big Bear because I got to get away from all the distractions at home. Despite the weather being like 18 degrees, I still had a lot of fun. I got closer to people, I met new people and I became friends with people I thought I'd never be friends with. They fed us a lot of food too! I think I gained pounds hahaha.

Saturday:
Breakfast: 2 Pancakes, 2 sausages, and bacon
Lunch: Chicken sandwich, potato wedges, and brownies
Dinner: Spaghetti, Garlic bread, salad and ice cream

Sunday:
Breakfast: Bread, Ham, Scrambled eggs and hash browns

Big Bear was sooo fun. I loved it and I want go to back already. Chris and I were playing ping pong. Then Chris, Jay, Sam and I were playing out in the open space and he hit it up high and it hit the tree and I went to go hit it, and I was like "Where did it go?!" and it fell right onto my face. Hahahaha. We played with the snow today too and it was fun. Blah blah blah. I'm already missing everything. It happened all so fast.

Here are pictures, enjoy:

Leaving

Big Bear tonight, ugh.
Be back on Sunday at 4. I'll be M.I.A.
Don't have too much fun without me! :(

Little Bit

Thursday sucks. I was late to school by a minute! -_- Mrs.Bonilla said she was disappointed in me, oh well. Hahaha. Blah Blah. Yesterday Paravee and I went swimming and boy was it freezing. Paravee was on the floor feeling the water in the pool, so it was a perfect time to push her in! Hahahaha. Hilarious. Then I had to eventually jump in or else she would've got mad at me! So I went in and I thought I was going to die. It was so cold. The rest of the time we just kept jumping in and getting out. So pointless, but fun since I was with my besst friend! And I watched Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist for the second time in a row! I love Michael Cera. He's hot :) and it's the cutest movie ever! Anyway, here are some pictures from yesterday. I think my hair looks prettier after I swim :)





I Loveeeeeeee Corn! :)

Ryan Gosling is hot.

Upcoming Concerts

I'm in advisory and it's pretty fucking boring. And I'm pretty excited because I'm going to a lot of concerts in April! Yayyeee
April 3 Lily Allen
April 15 Jamie Foxx
April 16 The Ting Tings
April 16 Franz Ferdinand
April 22 Black Kids

I'm not sure whether or not if I should go see
the Ting Tings or Franz Ferdinand!
And I finally got an A on my Ap Stats test! Woo
I'm so happpppppppppppy :)


p.s. Big Bear in 2 days, I'll be M.I.A. : (

Such A Fool

Wow, Paravee and I are good again. So excuse my previous post. Hahahhaa. I'm a worthless blogger! Anyway, we ate lunch at Thai BBQ, talked it over and then chilled at her house. While we were close to finishing, I noticed an old friend walking by! Awww. Stephen Jungco, I miss that kid. His hair grew so long! It was nice running into him. It's been forever. Then Paravee dropped me off at confirmation and my retreat is this weekend. I'll be M.I.A. Fuck it! I'm missing out on my school's Talent Show this Friday, an extra credit opportunity for Spanish, and Wynette's 18th Party! This sucks. To top it off, we can't bring our phones, and not even our HOMEWORK. Wtf. I have to be at church by 4 on Friday, so damn early. The bus ride will be three long, lousy hours. What the hell is there to do if we can't bring anything to entertain us?! I can't hold a conversation for three hours. I complain too much. At least I'll be in Big Bear. I can have time this weekend to relax and pull my shit together. Weeeeeeeell, I'm done blogging and bitchin. I'm going to learn Taylor Swift on my piano. Bye!

World, Hold on.

"I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go, can't do it alone
I've tried and I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show"
- LENKA: The Show

Karma is such a bitch. I seriously don't know what to do. I hate how I always put myself in these stupid situations and make it other people's problems at the same time. I have to admit.. I fall too hard easily, but I can't help myself. I'm stubborn, stupid, childish, all the words you can imagine. And lastly I'm immature, you're completely right. You're right when you say I act like a little kid all the time. You're right when you say that I'm so dramatic. Truth is, I just need to grow up. I never listen to what my friends tell me. I never take their advice or my own advice, it's ridiculous. Until I get my shit straight and pull myself together, I don't think things will be the same for awhile, or maybe ever, who knows. Only time will tell.

To my best friend, I just want to say that I'm sorry for making you feel bad and guilty. I know you didn't tell me because you were just watching out for me and being careful with my feelings.. It's just you don't know how horrible and pissed off I felt after I found out you lied to me, through him. Actually, it wasn't just you who lied, but all three of you. You guys should have just told me the truth from the beginning. Despite the fact that I never do listen to you guys, telling the truth would have been the better decision. And I know I haven't been truthful to you in the past about certain things, but your lie just took the cake. I can forgive you, but I don't think I can forget about this. I'm sorry too and I don't know if all these "Sorrys" will help restore our friendship back to normal, at least not yet..

And to you, I'm sorry for making things so awkward. Who knows if you're even reading this, but if you are, I just want to say that I'm sorry for always wanting more than a friendship, when clearly that's all we are, just friends. I'm sorry for making things so complicated between
u s. I'm sorry for jeopardizing you and your best friend's friendship. This time I really am stopping. I won't be talking to you for awhile because I need a lot of space. I won't even hang out with you and everyone else for awhile. I remember you said you'd drop me and I'm not sure if you were joking or not, but I know it's something that I have to do myself. I just keep fucking up everything. I'm sorry. Good luck with everything, take care and talk to you later.

Drive

I finally finished my essay for Gordon! Yaaaaay. Today was another boring day at school. Well, we had a party for Spanish and I'm craving for some of Monika's angel fruitcake, Yum. Almost died in Economics today. I didn't pay attention at all.. Do I ever? My teacher talks so much in his boring, monotone voice and expects us to not fall asleep!!! -_- And I was actually productive in yearbook for once, Hah. Went homeeeee, ate and watched CSI! I'm sad because I fell asleep during a very good episode.. so I don't know what happened! Ugh, I guess I have to ask Christina about it tomorrow. Woke up an hour later and saw that my mom was home. We went to sizzlers to eat with my aunt, grandma and uncle! I got full off the salad and barely ate my malibu chicken. It was fun catching up with my little brother Chris. We were laughing about "the black hole." I'm not going to mention anymore. Hahahahaha. Goooooooooodnight bloggers!

P.s. Drive by Incubus is on repeat right now.

Breathe and Stop.

I didn't go to school today, yay! So I stayed home all day and I actually had time to clean my messssssssssssy asss room! Then watched CSI for like three hours hahaha. My day was extremely boring though and it was so hot today.

This morning I woke up from a creepy, weird dream.. CRYING. HAHAHAA.
Soo in my dream, I woke up in a random alley by myself and I saw this bike so I used it to like cross the street. I was lost. When I was crossing the street on my bike, a bus almost hit me! Then I was in front of some big hospital and I saw my aunt and my mom. I stopped right in front of them, but they didn't seem to notice me. They didn't even know who I was! They like forgot me... then I woke up crying hahahahahahaha.

FUCK ITS HOT. I'm done BLOGGING. GOODBYE BlOGGGERSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Like It Or Not.

I got to go to the Kid Cudi Concert today! Even though I'm supposed to be grounded, I still went.. hahaa. It was really dopee. He performed four songs and sadly he didn't perform one of my favorites, The Prayer!Kid Cudi is so hot too, omg!


Then once the mini concert was over, we went to Burbank Mall.. well Paravee and I did while Joel, Jrod, Renzo, Raph, and Jan went to Urban Outfitters. After we were done window shopping, we ate at Chipotle! Yummmym. Paravee and I couldn't stop laughing at the most dumbest yet harshest things. Blah Blah Blah Blahhh. They got Boba. Stupid Renzo and Raph were spitting boba at Paravee and I. It got all over my hands and under my chin-_-! It was disgusting. And then I went home.

Toniiiiiiight, I missed a new episode of Gossip Girl, damn it. At least I got to see One Tree Hill. It was so sad and lovey dovey. Hopefully Peyton has the baby and is fine after! Annnnnnd I have to plan some more for my debut, yippeeeeee! alright..

Goodnight Blogspot.


P.S. I've realized that the people who don't respect me and take certain things too far are obviously not worth my time. I've been wasting my minutes with people I call "friends" who don't know when to stop because they are equivocally too immature to.

Setting Up Sunday.

So Friday the 13th was Toga Fest! It was alright. Everyone got an award.. I got "Most Likely to set off a car alarm" Hahaha. So random. A lot of bad things happened Friday though:
1. In the morning I hit my head on Paravee's car
2. I tripped going downstairs on Paravee's bag
3. I probably failed my AP Stats test
4. Trevor fainted :(
5. Monika's leg cramped up
6. Stayed after school for forever to work on yearbook pages
because some people didn't work on their pages!!
7. Mom got mad at me for not going home after school
8. Couldn't print out my paper for my Placement Test yesterday
because couldn't find my paper with my username on it!
Right when I got home I knocked out. I fell asleep at like 930 so early!
Overall, I hated Friday so much.. here are two pictures.



Yesterday, I went to Patrick's party. Janis and I were too shy to get food. I couldn't stop laughing because she dropped a carrot on the floor. I'm so immature. hahahaha. Then when we were eating outside with the boys and paravee, my spoon snapped. I started laughing. Janis started laughing. Renzo made fun of me. They were all roasting Paravee and I! -__- Oh well, this time I didn't get mad! hahaha. Blah Blah Blahhhhhhhh. Mykka picked me up around 10 ish to party with other people. I'm not going to mention any names, but damn wassssss it fun. I love them :)

Hopefully.. I can still go to the Kid Cudi Concert tomorrow! Peaceeeeeeee.

Day N' Niiiiiiteeeee

I've been really stressed lately. I hate studying for Spanish and Ap Stats. It's hard. Anyway, I've been planning for my debut and it's annoying.. my Aunt and Mom don't want one of my colors to be Gold, which is one of my favorite colors. Whatever Hahah.
Btw, Happy Birthday to my Lolo David. I misss you dearly and loveyou!<3



P.s. I'm pretty stoked to see Kid Cudi on Monday!

Get Some.

Too bad I won't be making it to Joe's "Get Some" party this Saturday because I'm kinda grounded. Anyway, lookie what I made! I'm a photoshop geeeeeeenius ;]

P.s. I watched Cloverfield today and I hated the ending.

A Little Bit.

I stayed home this whole weekend.. helping out my parents. I cleaned the whole house yesterday, swept the floor, washed the dishes, did some laundry, cleaned the bathroom and living room. Today I washed my dogs and took them for a walk! I'm kind of proud of myself.. A little Bit. I"m kind of grounded for life. Don't ask me why. Hahaha.. but my parents are getting over it. I'm planning to not go out this whole week and weekend so I can go to Kid Cudi Concert next next Monday! Hopeeeeeeefully my parents let me go.. Alright there's nothing else to blog about, so peace!

Teardrops On My Guitar.

If I Ever Feel Better.

dis.ap.point.ment [dis-uh-point-muhnt]
–noun 1. the act or fact of disappointing: All of his efforts only led to the disappointment of his supporters.
2. the state or feeling of being disappointed: Her disappointment was very great when she didn't get the job.
3. a person or thing that disappoints: The play was a disappointment.


Daily Overview for March 6, 2009 (Today) Virgo 8/23 – 9/22
Quickie
The key to solving a problem today is to organize your approach.
Make a solid plan.
Overview
Though at least some of your friends are housebound now, you are more interested in getting out there and socializing. It may be a good time to take out a client or meet someone totally new.

The First and Last Time

WORKED AT A POLL YESTERDAY.
It was the most boringest day of my life.. woke up at
4:50, got ready, got there by 6, got home at 8:50ish
It was a waste of my time and it's not fair how
were getting paid only 80 dollars for working.
I'm never doing it again! We did have two breaks,
but for only 30 minutes. Other people got 1 hour breaks.
Totally not fair! Anselm and I were the only ones working
at this poll.. we got to use our Spanish, but struggled
with one guy. When we had to say the oathe, I messed up
and tried so hard not to laugh. The people were nice,
but boring. Got home and went on the computer.. I was
so tired that I knocked out while I was downloading
Adobe reader on the laptop.. I fel asleep in my jeans and
volcom t-shirt.. EWWWWWWWWWW. Hahahah, okay I'm done
blogging about my boring ass day yesterday, peace.
I promise I'll make my next blog more interesting
and fun.. Hahah Byeeeeeee

Gives You Hell

Zamir is no longer reliable for getting to school..So, my brother and I got picked up from Joe around 9ish and got to school around 9:30. I wasted my minutes in the bathroom and walked around school so I wouldn't have to go to Spanish class. Hahahaha. School was extremely boring.. I just hate how Mondays are always slow. Blah blah. On my way to Economics class I got hit by some girl.. and I didnt do my homework because I totally forgot about it and couldn't print it in Advisory because there was no more paper!! My monday seriously sucked.. and so many things went wrong today. Didn't get to sign up for OLV Basketball League because Sean couldn't give me a ride, or Joel, or Jrod, or Mykka. -_- And Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill were re-runs again... UGHHHHHHHHHHH! Anyway, I'm done complaining about my little problems.. I don't care what you think of me hahaha. Tomorrow I have to get up bright and early at 5 because I'm working for a poll tomorrow for some CA$$$$H M0NEY!

P.S.
David Henrie is hot :)