The Way I loved You.

Today was a chill day. I finally got my classes for college! It's not that bad, I guess, but I still need to get an English class! Classes are so packed.
Here's my schedule:
MATH TUESWEDTHURS 11:00 AM - 12:25 PM
SOCIOLOGY MONWED 9:30 - 10:45 PM
HISTORY FRIDAYS 11:00 AM - 1:45 PM
Not bad? I really don't know. hahaha. I'm just glad I got it over
with and I finally took my picture for my CSUN ID! Yay.


Anyway,after a good talk w/my best friends, I've been having second thoughts
about how I feel about this certain person.


I don't know whether or not I should just stop before I get even more attached to him or if I should just keeep going. It just seems like I'm always the one putting more effort into everything and not him, which is not fair at all. I'm not entirely
sure how he even feels about me and if he's even worth any more of my time. I really don't know what to do. I want to believe that things will turn out how I want them
to. I want to believe that he's being honest with me. I want to believe that he does have feelings for me, but the signs that are being thrown right in front of my face are obviously some of the reasons why I shouldn't continue this "summer fling" that's happening. Summmer is almost over too, but what happens after that? Exactly, I don't know. My best friends say I should stop because they don't want to see me hurt, but what happens if I do stop? I'll be sitting here wondering what could've happened if I just kept going.
I'll just have yet another regret added to the pile of my other past regrets.
I just need hope.


“To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure,
but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in
life is to risk nothing.”

Back at one.

So didn't go to ABDC yesterday.. Randy couldn't go because he had to babysit.. and Che couldn't go because he had to run errands. I got so mad that plans didn't work out and I understand that it wasn't their fault, but I just hate it when plans don't follow through. Anyway, stayed home and then went to the mall and David's Bridal to look for a debut dress! I failed.. the dress I wanted was 400 bucks, which is waaay too much!
Blah blah blah. Then went home and Edward invited me to go play pool with him, Angel and Clarissa! So we went to the Canoga Park Bowling Alley and I totally sucked. I scratched almost every time and I lost every game, no matter who my partner was! I had some lucky shots though (; then after Angel said we should have a scavenger hunt! I had so much fun looooooooooooking for:

1. Water from the beach
2. Venti Starbucks Cup
3. Garage sale sign
4. A Rock as big as 2 fists together
5. A bag from the supermarket
6. A picture of a bus driver
7. An antenna ball from a car
8. Take a picture of a Red Mini Cooper
9. Double gulp cup
10.A Rose
11. Take a picture with a security guard
12. A picture of an 8foot statue
13. Picture of the floor from a 3rd story building
14. Random Object

Overall, I had a good night, even though I almost got arrested!
So we stopped and Edward told me to grab the orange cone
on the sidewalk.. so I ran out and was too scared to get it..
and then I got it and ran because two cop cars or whatever
came outta nowhere! I got so scared.. so Edward was hiding
the cone and I tried to act all cool while looking at my phone.
Blah blah blah. I loved tonight! I wanna do it again.
This was the only thing I won at tonight (:!! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

<3333

Blah blah blah.

I had a weird dream this morning. In my dream, I woke up and checked my phone and saw that the date was "September 8" which is the day of my birthday and I started freaking out because there were 3 more days until my debut! I was going crazy because I didn't even get my debut dress yet, my centerpieces and didn't perfect my dances! When I really did wake up, I was like wtf! hahahaa. It's a sign. I should really be getting everything done as sooon as posssible! Anyway, I ended up staying at home the whole day......... Ugh! -_- I got ready and everything too hahaa, I hate you Che and I hope you're reading this!!! Just kidding.

Anyway, tomorrow I'm going to ABDC w/Randy.


It's his birthday present from me (: and Che might go too.
It will be fun. I neeeeeed to figure out what I'm going to wear though, blah. I guess I'll curl my hair tomorrow too (;

All I Do I is Think Of Youu.

My weekend was pretty chill! On Saturday, we had debut practice at my house again and it was fun. We learned more this time, but it's too bad Monika couldn't make it! I miss her already! Hahah.:( And yesterday we had debut practice at Mykka's house, which was fun too! Man I slept around two am yesterday and woke up at 2 in the afternoon! I felt like crap when I woke up and didn't want to open my eyes, haha. Then Janis drove all of us (Christina, Joel Jrod, Mykka, Randy, Paravee and I) to Jamba juice near the mall. Jrod treated me to Starbucks yay! We made a promise that I'd take him to the second episode of ABDC.. because I always get tickets. I'm excited to go tomorrow with hopefully Randy and Che. It's Randy's birthday present! Speaking of his birthday, it's in two days and I still haven't started on his card.. I've been tooo lazy to do it. And I finally got my debut invitations printed saturday.. they loook GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD, but it's too bad I messed up on the time-_-... I put "6pm - 12pm" HAHAHAAHA LONG ASS PARTY. I hope I can go shop for my debut dress and centerpieces soon! I'm tired of waiting :((( Anyway, tomorow will hopefully be a great day because I might be hanging out with gay Che. ;P

Goooooooooodnight.
I'm not tired at all though.

Crazier.

This song is how I feel about life right now. Hahaha. :)
Anyway, we had debut practice at Janis's house and it
was so successful! We learned a dance with our partners
and Marvin is my partner, yay. We're amazing partners, lol.
We learned to waltz to the song that plays at the end
of Princess Diaries one. Man the choreographer is so
strict and mean.. Hahaha. I'm really excited for my
debut, Janis's debut, Moka's debut and Mykka's debut,
which is consecutive.

I'm just extremely happy with how things are going for me
rightnow.


"Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances,
losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories,
learning from the past, and realizing people change."

She Wolf

So yesterday was Mykka's first debut practice and it was fun! I hate having to fall to the flooor though.. it hurts my back and is scary. And I don't want to be lifted so high up! Blah blah blah. Then once practice was finished, I left with David and he took me home. I was too tired and wanted to sleep.

Blah blah blah blah. Last night was perfect and I'm so happy because of him.
I'm the haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaapppiest girl in the world right now! (:
Enough said.

Tomorrow is another day of debut practice and then the day after that
it's my debut practice. Ohgahd I'm so tired of practicing!

Weightless.

I love Weightless by All Time Low. It's on repeat right now. Haha. Anyway David picked me up last night and we went to Jonathan's party.. but wow we got lost for like 40 fucking minutes! Oh god. Hahaha. The whole highlight of the party was bonding with one of my favorite seniors.. Sarah Wsiaki! We have so much in common, like seriously, and it was so fun catching up with her and gossiping. We were being so silly too.. running away and hiding in some random room just to talk. We spent most of the time outside in front of Jonathan's house on some inflatable mattress thing that Robyn brought. It was so peaceful outside too and it was the perfect weather! Blah blah blah. Dylan is so funny too and Bianca took Ohr, Sarah, Dylan and I home... and the ride home was hilarious! We were all singing at the top of our lungs to Highschool Musical.. and I'm so surprised Dylan knew all the words! Hahahah. Got home around 1:30 am and I had such an upset stomache.

Today is Mykka's debut practice! So I'm pretty excited ;D and hopefully I'm not the only one that's going to swim? hahaha.

Oxford Comma.

So I just woke up.. I fell asleep watching tv earlier. Hahah. Anyway, I saw Orphan with Paravee, Christina and Mykka yesterday.. and Wow that shit was scary and crazy! Esther is a crazy asssssssss bitch! I screamed at one part and got so scared and told Paravee to hold my hand! LOL. Some parts in the movie were funny. There was this old guy laughing really funny so everyone in the theatre kept laughing. Then blah blah blah saw Randy and said hi. Ate at the food court and omg so my grandma gave me these old shoes of hers two days ago and I was wearing them and something fell off from the bottom. Hahahahahaha they couldn't stop laughing at me.

Anyway, I need to print my fucking debut invitations already! I'm so procrastinating.
I still haven't gotten my classes for college yet either, FML. I still haven't taken my picture for my school ID! FML FML. I'm such a failure at life -_-

Here we go again.

What if you do find someone that can make you smile, but you're
not quite sure how they feel about you? It makes you wonder if
finding out the truth is what you should be doing, whether it
hurts you or not. Is it worth it all in the end? I don't know.
Knowing me, I don't know what to do and I'm trying
my best not to fall as fast. My friends say I should be
really careful and I'm going to listen to this time because
I know they'll be telling me "I told you so."

Just Kidding

I take my last post back! My internet is fast now woo, so I guess I'll start blogging again.

I had my first debut practice at my house on Saturday with my best friends. It was so much fun and we had a successful practice because we learned one dance already! I'm so excited for my debut! (: And then went to yogurtland with Paravee and Mykka! It was so packed and I think yogurtland got cheaper. I only had to pay 2.70 for like 3 flavors of yogurt and toppings! Blah blah blah.

Yesterday, I had the perfect time with one of my friends Che. We drove around first to random neighborhoods and talked and laughed and made fun of each other.
Then we went to Reseda Point and watched Haunting in Connecticut in his car! Yes his car has tvs and a dvd player. Lucky him he got his car for freeeeeeee!The movie wasn't even scary at all. -_- People said it was. Hahaa. Then we bought food from Taco Bell and went to another random neighborhood, parked and got our grub on! Haha. It was so fun. Went home and he let me drive his car down a street and I did horrible of course. I was supposed to put the signal thingy on, but instead I ended up turning on the windshield wipers. Hahahah. It was definitely a fun night (:

Today I'm going to Chipotle with Christina and I don't know who else! And I have to print my invitations today, omg! And I start school like in a month! I still haven't registered for my classes FUCK MY LIFE!!

You Belong With Me

I haven't blogged in the LONGEST TIME..and I'm done. I'm too lazy and my internet sucks. Gooodbye blogspot

10 more days..

Until we graduate.. I still can't believe high school is all over! :( This is so sad. Anyway enough about school..
I finally saw "UP" in 3D with Paravee last Friday! It was the cutest movie ever! So so so funny too. Russel the little fat asian boy was funny too. Blah blah. Saturday I went to the thrift store and got new shirts (: then got ready and Vince picked me up to help set up Paravee's party at her grandma's house! Hahaha. I got so tired of icing and sprinkling a billion cupcakes, omgaaaaaaaaaaaahhh! Then we took a billion pictures and David and I won for having the best picture. Then stupid David leaned on the shelf and Paravee's trophy broke and her grandma's trophy. Hahahahahahah. funniest thing ever! Blah blah blah. Left around 12 with David, Norman and Mykka. Then I got dropped off at Bianca's house.. which was really funny. Blah blah blah. She has a pretty house! LOL. Then it was nice of Dan to take my brother Chris and I home.. I think my sty is coming back :( Stupid mascara!! man i'm really lazy at blogging now.. fuck it. Byeeee!

It's been such a long time..

since I've blogged. Time for a RECAP!

051509 Prom was so much fun! Von was the perfect prom date and was a gentleman the whole entire night. I loved the way my hair looked. I loved the way my make up looked. I just loved everything. Thanks to my cousin Kaycee! Too bad a girl had the same exact dress as me! I looked better (: Hahahah just kidding. Blah blah blah. Had a fun time dancing and foood was pretty good. Blah blah blah

052009 Finally got confirmed! My confirmation name is Natalia hahah. It was so hot and tiring waiting in church. After, my family and I went to Dennys to eat and omg so good! It was funny when we were about to leave because my grandma didn't finish eating. She ordered quesadillas which came in 4, but by the time we were about to leave she only finished 1 1/2. We were all laughing. Hahahaha.

052109 Went to Hunter's house with Philip and Monika! It was so much fun. We were playing basketball in the pool and Hunter was on my team. We were dominating! Wahaha >:) Too bad I kept drowning because I'm so short. Philip saw me and started laughing at me! Blah blah went home. Good day.

052209 I had to present my portfolio and powerpoint! I was so nervous, but I guess I did a good job. My teacher thought mines was really creative.

052909 Went to Raphs house to celebrate Paravee&Jrods birthday! It was so cold that day, but we still went swimming and had fun. I'm surprised we all fit into that little jacuzzi. Blah blah. Playing tabboo was a failure. The end.

Tomorrow is Jrods Birthday! Yaaay! Then it's my best friend Paravee's birthday on Wednesday! Yaaaaaay! Okay.. this blog is too much. Gooodbye!

Make My Day

So Vegas with my family and best friend Paravee was so much fun!

First Day: Walked to the Forum Shop place at Cesar's Palace. All the stores were super expensive and it was so beautiful.. too bad my camera was dead already. Blah blah. We went back to the hotel room and ate our Chipotle! It wasn't as good this time, so we didn't even finish it. Then we decided to buy "Friday the 13th" and watch it in our hotel room. It was so scary hahaha.. too bad the ending is fucking stupid. Jason didn't even die.

Second Day: Woke up bright and early. Went walking to the FASHIONSHOW Mall and went shopping for my prom dress! We went to like every store and I finally found it at Macy's. I'm so happy I found a dress! It's long, elegant and light lilac purple with a black design. Then ate at the food court and walked back to our hotel room. We relaxed for awhile because we were so tired. Then my mom, grandma, paravee and I went to the outlet to check out more dresses so I can have more options and I didn't find anything. Then we asked some lady for other places and she said to go to this indoor swap meet, which was so far away. It was all junk.. so we went back to the FASHIONSHOW mall and I got my dress. Then my mom dropped us off at the M&M's place to go to the Coke store and do the soda testing! Paravee and I tasted sodas from all over the world. Most of them were so yummy, but there were a few that tasted like shit. Blah Blah. Then my cousin Kaycee and Aunt came so we all ate dinner.

Third Day: Went swimming in the morning for an hour. It was super cold.. and I forgot my bikini top at home so I had to wear my bra. Hahaha. Then took a shower, got ready and walked to New York New York. It was fucking hot as fuck and Idk why
I decided to wear jeans and boots today. I'm so crazy. So we rode the rollercoaster and it was super fun! Paravee said I was screaming like I was having an orgasm.. wtf. hahaha. Then ate and walked back to the hotel. We did so much walking this weeekend.

I'm too lazy to say any more and I guess I'll post some pictures up as soon as Paravee uploads them!

Waking Up In Vegas

So I haven't blogged in awhile! Tuesday was my AP Stats Exam. Fuck my life, it was hard. But I felt pretty confident with the Free Response Questions. Blah Blah. Yesterday, I ate at Thai Bamboo with Paravee, Christina, Janis and Mykka. Man, we always laugh the most whenever we eat there. We were so loud too! Then I hung out with my prom date, Vaughn, at the mall! We caught up and it was nice hanging out with him. Then we went to Farmers Market and met up with Justin, Jon, Monique, Christina, Mykka, her little brothers and etc. Then I bought some watermelon Italian ice, yummy! Today was a boring day though.. but whatever I'm just waiting for tomorrow! I'm going to VEGAS right after 4th period with my parents and my best friend Paraveeeeeee! I'm so excited. Were gonna watch movies, play in the arcade, do the coke testing, rock climb at the M&Ms place, walk along the strip, go prom dress shopping for ME, swim and get darker.. Eww I'm gonna be blacker than Vaughn! Hahaha.

Have a great weeeekend everyone!
Be back on Sunday.

Suuugar Suuugar

Woke up bright and early yesterday and today for a garage sale at my Aunt's house. I only made 12 bucks yesterday and 5 today! -_- Oh well.. better than what I made @ Mykka's garage sale, hahaa. Then picked up Laila and we (My mom, two aunts, Laila and I) went to Ontario Mills to look for a prom dress! I found the perfect dress to match our Ancient Greece theme. It was a white gown with this gold design on the straps and near the top. Too bad I couldn't get it because the only one left was in size 12! Ugh. Laila didn't get her dress either. After that we ate at Dave&Busters, which is more like an adult version of Chuck E Cheese! HAHAH. I ordered some yummy,finger-licking chicken tenders with a side of seasoned fries and Chipotle sauce. Then Laila and I played in the arcade. We played a basketball shooting game called Nothin' But Net and it was so fun! Then we played like a shooting game and took pictures in the photobooth. We got matching sippy cups as prizes and mini frisbees hahaha. It was so fun.

Today I had to wake up early again.. blah blah blah. Christina picked me up and I showed off my new phone to Paravee, who suprisingly is better at using my phone than I am! It's an ICLONE. AHHAAHA.. its like an Iphone. Then we ate at Olive Garden with Mrs.Culp and she treated us. She also gave us a card with money, which made me want to tear up. I'll miss her so much when we graduate! :(
Blah blah blah. K, that's it! Byebyeeeeeeeeeee

Jumper

Today was a pretty good day, except for school. I hate school.
Went with Mykka and Janis to the mall today to get chocolate
and a crepe, yum. Went home and watched
!
I expected it to be more funnier, but it was alright..
or maybe I was just too tired to laugh! Haha. Then watched

w/my mommy! Man.. It was soooooooooo good and at the
end of the movie,
I noticed all the grease from my popcorn on my jeans.. it was
so much I had to pull down my shirt to cover it.. Hahaha. But
yeah, I want to watch X men Origins again. Hugh Jackman is hot!
Ryan Reynolds is hottt. Blah blah blah. Then went to the thrift
store and got new gray boots that are heels, a black dresss,
black skirt, black and brownish striped cardigan, and a hooooooooodie.

Ohh yeah and I have a Prom Date for sure now! Yayyyeeee.. Two more
weeks until Prom and I still don't have a damn dress. I'll look
tomorrow and next week when I'm in Vegas with my family & best friend Paraveee!

FML!

These are really funny.. Hahahaa.

Today, my daughter asked me when was the first time I had sex. After I told her 22 she quickly shouted, "Beat ya!" She's thirteen. FML

Today, I received my passport in the mail. They got my birthdate wrong. Then I picked up my birth certificate that I had sent in with the application. Turns out my parents have been celebrating my birthday on the wrong day for 16 years. FML


Today, I was sitting in class and I fell asleep during the lesson. I was wearing sweatpants and had an erection. My teacher came up to me and grabbed my penis. She thought it was my phone. FML

Today, my girlfriend dumped me proclaiming she wanted someone more like her "Edward". I asked her who Edward was. She held up a copy her "Twilight" book. She was talking about a fictional vampire. FML

Plays pretty for baby.

I had another amazing weekend! And I saw my best friend Paravee 2 weeks straight in a row. How lame! Just kidding. Anyway, woke up so early Saturday morning because of an AP Stats Mock Exam at school! It was hard. Failed it hahaha. I hope I did well on the Free Response though. Then went to the mall again.. how boring. I was at the mall 4 days in a row last week. Paravee, Joel and I watched 17Again! Omg the funniest, cutest movie. I love Zac Efron toooooooo! Joel thinks he looks like Zac Efron, but not even close! Hahaha. Then we went to Raph's house to pick the MACS up and wow do they have a beautiful house! I'm jealous. Hahaha. Then chilled at Mykka's for awhile and then Jon Gorospe's party! Saw everyone and it was fun. I love Angelyn because she laughs at everything! Slept over Paravee's house and we were about to watch Yes Man, until I knocked out right at the beginning of the movie! Lol. Then Paravee and I ran with Norman and David this morning at Lake Balboa! Most tiring shit ever. Then ate at Chipotle, yum. And went to Matt's house. His house is pretty too.. Hahaa and he has an annoying dog that barks at everything! BLah blah blah. Went home, and took a four hour nap. I loved my weekend.. but now tomorrow is monday and we have school. boooooooooo. I hate school.

Brighter Than Sunshine.

School was whack today. Don't even care to blog any more about it. Hahaha. All I need to say about school is that I need to pull my grade up for Spanish.. :(! Anyway, Marvin picked Paravee and I up after school today and we went to Joel's house. Then headed to Shogun to grub on some Sushi! Yum. Too bad I'm allergic to seafood.. so I can only eat California Rolls! Hahaha. Still yummy though. Blah blah blah. Went to the mall.. man third time in a row this week, how annoying. It was funnnnnnnny laughing with Paravee the whole day today! I love my best friend! Man okay this blog is a waste of my life. Hahaha. I'm going to learn more songs on my piano right now. Yesterday I learned Snoop Dogg's Still Dre! Yeee. Alright, Goooooooooodnight. Thank God tomorrow is FRIDAY!

Life in Technicolor.

School was alright. Second period, more groups presented and I couldn't help but laugh when a girl mispronounced the easiest words on earth. Cassettes and savvy were the words she couldn't pronounce right. She said "CAY-SETS" and "SAY-VEE." Hahahahahaha. Idk, I just laugh when people mess up their words. Blah blah blah. We had another AP Statistics test and I'm so glad I understood it. It was pretty easy too! Hopefully I ACE it! Then the rest of school was so boring.. Went home, ate, watched CSI and fell asleep! Then Paravee, her cousin Patty and her boyfriend Vince picked me up and we headed to the mall. Walked around blah blah.. then we ate at Islands! So yummy. I'm so full right now and had fun with them. We couldn't stop laughing because of my triple chin face and all of Paravee's childhood stories! I love Paravee's family... and I'm helping Pattty plan for Paravee's 18th Birthday Party! I'm so going to embarrass the shit outta her.. >:)

Goodnight Bloggers.

The Climb.

Had the funnest time at Paravee's house today. We couldn't stop laughing when we were on Perez Hilton's site. Even though his site is Hollywood's most hated site, it's so damn funny and entertaining.


I'm guessing he doesn't like LC.


Oh and OF COURSE he hates Miss California!


Perez must love putting penises on everyone.




Wth is up with Lil'Kim?


Kanye West's little play date with Jared Leto
and Brandon Flowers!


The guy in the middle ruined this picture!

This is Me.

So it's Sunday.. but I'm going to blog about yesterday. Anyway, my morning started off bad. Got into a fight with my mother because I didn't take my placement test @ CSUN.. but it's only because I couldn't find the extra checks and she was 938409234 miles away so she couldn't show me where they were! She yelled at me on the phone because she said I should've called or texted her, and I did. She didn't even believe me.. Then when she got home from the CASINO.. AGAIN.. she yelled at me some mroe.. and I got pissed off and blah blah blah. Then watched movies on the tele' until Laila came and picked me up. Went to pick up Paravee and Christina at Paravee's Grandma's house.. and headed to Ms. William's house! We did all the little girls' makeup, hair, and nails. Well I only did makeup because I shake a lot when I paint other people's nails. One of the girls said "So much better" to her friend when Paravee took over and painted her nails... It was funny. We taught them how to dance the "Hoedown Throwdown" from the Hannah Montana movie and suprisingly they learned it fast. The whole theme of the party was "American Idol" and Ms. Williams was Paula Abdul, her bf was Simon and his best friend was Randy! It was really funny when ever they acted like each of the judges from American Idol. The girls sang karaoke and were judged. One of the girls was such a diva haahhah, quite annoying too. Blah blah blah. I love Ms. Williams so much! Then we left and headed to Marvin's house. Happy Birthday Marvin West! I love you! We played some Catchphrase with a bunch of people. It was fun, but they boys cheated. Boyssssssss always cheat man and they ended up winning. Blah blah blah blah. I'm done. This is getting way too long..

Ohh yeah and when Marvin was taking Karl and I home, we saw some guy in the car drinking beeer! He waaaas fucking drunk driving.. and was driving fast. He wasn't even driving in his lane. He was right on the line dudee. I got his license plate down but wth am I supposed to do! -_- hahaa


Night bloggers.

Hoedown Throwdown

I'm learning this dance to help teach my AP Statistics teacher
Ms. William's daughter and her friends for her birthday tomorrow.
It's cool how my teacher invited all my friends and I to
her daughter's party! It will definitely be fun! We're going
to do their make-up, hair and everything! Wooo :)

But boo hoo, I have to take my placement test tomorrow morning
@ CSUN! I'll probably be too lazy to get up, but whatever.
Tomorrow is also Marvin West's Birthday! Yay for Marvin.
Gonna go to Marvin's house after the party.
ROUNNNNNNNNNND 3 of CatchPhrase! Yayeeeeeeee.

And I was supposed to take my spanish test since I didn't
go to school yesterday... but I didn't go. I'll go Monday.
Then I hung out with Randy and Monika @THEPUB. Got picked
up from Jrod. Hung out with Randy, Jrod, and his friend Nate
blah blah blah I'm home alone right now so bored
im hungry parents are gambling jay is out and chris
is out skating wtfffffffffffffffff why is my life so boring

Knock You Down

So I haven't blogged in awhile because there isn't anything to talk about! My weekend sucked. This week sucks and school is boring! Anyway, I'm going to see WALE tonight with Marvin, Paravee and Joel. I have a spanish test to study for tomorrow too! And I'm doing horrible! Oh well hahaha. I'll blog more later, peacee!


Okay so Wale was tight! He performed Chillin, Nikee Boots, Dance, and Breakdown! I got a free poster too, but too bad I didn't get to get his autograph! Boooooo. It was freezing waiting in line, which took forever to move. After, Paravee, Joel and I walked to Weinershnitzel.. I don't even know how to spell it and I'm not going to waste 2 seconds of my blogging time to google search it! Hahah. Then Marvin came back... and got us. Then Marvin treated us to Jack In the Box. Blah blah blah. Got home and studied for Spanish for about an hour and a half. And then realized I didn't want to go to school.. so I didn't. Then, my friend Marco told me that the test was super easy.. so I missed school for nothing! Hahaa. I studied and did most of my AP Stats hw for four long hours.. I hate school! :(

Don't Forget.

"And slowly as the days go by,
you lose friends you never thought you would"

Gibberish

So Laila, Christina, Paravee and I went to go dress shopping for our Prom dresses. I might get this black backless dress at David's Bridal. And Christina and Paravee might get their dress from there too. Blah blah. Got some StoneOven with Paravee, yummy! We went to the Apple Store and took pictures! And Randy let us take free pictures at Sugoi Life! Then we walked around Farmers Market. Ran into Kayla Cruz, Lindsey Reveche and Terence Abaca! Aww I miss them all. I keep saying I'll visit Alemany, but I never do.. I should soon once they get back to school! Anyway, Spring Break is almost over and I still haven't done much.. how boring. And I guess I'm still having my debut, yay. Then we went to the thrift store and Christina and Paravee went running in to go to the bag section to get there before Laila and I. So Laila and I ran in and I ran as fast as I can.. and got the bag Christina wanted! It was funny how we were all running.. People were looking at us like we were crazy! Blah blah. The messenger bag cost only 2 bucks! And I got shorts too, which cause a dollar. My total was 3.71! Yayeeeeeeee. Slept over Paravee's house and movie night was a fail. We both were falling asleep during each movie we tried watching.. so we knocked out around 12. The end! Oh yeah.. we didn't get to go to the beach yesterday.. Ugh. Today I have to go to Mykka's to work on our Spanish Workout Excercising Project!

Here are pictures:

Time Stands Still.

I can't sleep, it's 4:55AM, I'm wide awake and I just watched two movies in the last 4 hours. First, I watched 27 Dresses and right now, I just finished watching Nights In Rodanthe. I could watch 27 dresses over and over and over again. Nights In Rodanthe was alright. Of course SOMEONE had to die in the movie. Nicholas Sparks is known for his sad endings, but I'd rather read his books than watch the movies. The books are always better!

Anyway, I'm so frustrated. Fuck life and the economy! First of all, my Mom told me that I'm not having my debut anymore. Well, that's what she said, but I'm not sure if you can refund because my mom already put a deposit of 1500dollars. Second, she said my Dad is getting laid off in 5months so we won't have enough money to cover everything for my debut. Third, the guy I was planning to go to Prom with can't go with me because he can't afford the ticket. He said he'd love to go with me, but can't because the stupid tickets are expensive. Fourth, I'm beginning to realize how things with a certain friendship won't be the same anymore.. Screw everything, seriously. But I guess I just have to deal with this and not have my debut because my parents can't afford it. Let's just get drunk for my birthday.. har har har.

I guess I'll sleep soon.. well I'll try. Hopefully it doesn't rain and that plans work out later on today.. I really want to go to the beach.


Goodnight &
Goodmorning bloggers!

Oxford Comma

So my family and I ate at Thai Bbq, yum. Love S2! Then went home and I slept over Christina's house that night, but before I went to Christina's I ate at Macaroni Grill with my Mommy, Aunt and cousin Jenny. BUT before I went to Macaroni Grill, my mom and I had to go back to Thai Bbq because she left her eyeglasses. You cannot guess who I saw once I went inside.. Janis's "best friend!" Hahahah. It was awkward and I hope she didn't notice me.. she probably did though, but oh well. Then headed home and went to Christina's house around 10:30ish. We watched Bolt and I thought it was such a good movie! It was so cute too. Too bad Christina doesn't know what happened because she fell asleep on me. I couldn't stop laughing because she was snoring so loud! HAHAHAH. And we couldn't stop laughing about our Janis mouth jokes. Blah blah blah. Then watched Csi episodes and fell asleep around 3 ish? Had to get up around 6 in the morning to get ready for Downtown with Monika, Paravee, Janis, Christina and Mrs. Rodriguez! It was a successful day getting all the prom decorations :) Paravee and I were being so immature and played with all the glass vases and fake flowers! Then went back to Christina's and chilled. Everyone left and we dropped Monika off home, got us some Thai Tea and went back to Christina's. Then I left. I was so tired when I got home but watched Csi and then knocked out early. Today I stayed home all day again to actually work on my Senior Portfolio dividers and watched Good Luck Chuck! Such a funny movie. I had to mute my volume because there were so many sex scenes. I didn't want my Dad to think I was watching porno-_-. Hahahah. Blah blah. Until now, I've been watching CSI NEW YORK. See, I told you I'm obsessed with Csi and blah blah blah. Hopefully, plans work out and we go to the beach tomorrow! I need to have at least SOME fun during my spring break. Peace bloggers.

Gossip Folks.

Today was yet another boring day. Man, this whole weekend was extremely boring.
But here's some gossip about the Gossip Girl cast.


The next new episode is on April 20th.

In "Seder Anything," Chuck and Nate set out to
expose Serena's shady new man Gabriel, while
becoming bitter rivals for the affections of Blair
Waldorf in the process. Meanwhile, Cyrus Rose and
a newly-reformed Georgina Sparks return.

The CW's updated synopsis of the episode says
that Serena returns from her trip to Spain with Poppy
and Gabriel, Blair makes a secret deal with Nate’s
grandfather, William, while Nate learns some disturbing
new info about his father’s arrest.

Dealing with his own Yale problems, Dan takes a job as
a cater-waiter to earn money for college, but is
distressed when he discovers the gig is a Passover seder
at the Waldorf penthouse and several of his friends and
family are guests.


Leighton Meester and her boyfriend Carter Baizen
at a Parsons Fashion Benefit 2009 pre-party


Even though Blake Lively and Penn Badgley's
on-screen romance hasn't been working out,
their off-screen romance is still going strong!


Ed Westwick and Jessica Szohr are going out
in real life. I did not know that!


Taylor Momsen's style continues to amaze me
She's so stylish I loveeeeeeeeeee it

Until We Bleed.

So, I'm planning to stay home all day today. Crazy huh? I'm gonna work on my Senior Portfolio and my invitation for my Debut. Plus, I think I want to just be alone today so I can relax and think. My pessimism is kicking in again, Oh joy.

Yesterday was a failure. Christina, Paravee and I waited at school for like two hours to finally get a ride to Thai Bamboo to fucking eat. I was complaining the whole time about how starving I was. We finally got a ride from Fergie, whom I haven't seen in the longest time. While we were waiting, Trevor and Hunter were freestyling against each other. It was the funniest thing I've ever seen. Hahahaha. I agree with Paravee, TREVOR was better than HUNTER! Lol. Blah Blah. We ate a lot at Thai Bamboo. I'm kinda craving some Won Tons, yum! And we only had to pay 3 dollars each cause of the big discount they gave us! Woo!


Then went to Paravee's house and watched CSI New York.
I'm becoming obsessed with CSI. Danny and Flack are so hot!


But I like Danny more :) They are the reason I watch it! Nah jk
Hahah But I seriously can't get enough of this show!

Career Day

Today was Career Day and I didn't get what classes I wanted. Well at least one of them. Fashion Designing was kind of boring and the girl's clothes were hideous! My second session was fun. The teacher taught us how to draw flowers and owls. Hahahah. Anyway, I met Francia Raisa, Garret and Gantry Hill today. They are really cool. Garret and Gantry are so hot too omggggggg! I'll post up pictures once Christina uploads theeeeeem!
Pictures:

Francia Raisa from The Secret Life of the American Teenager!


My bestest friend Paravee Papaya Prakongsup


Norman, Apu, Paravee and Janis!


Gantry and Garret Hill, famous skaters!


Johnathan Sandoval


Stephen Panosian


Trevor Caskey


Robin Esporas

Electric Relaxation

Stayed home today instead of going to school. Damn, I miss so much school! Anyway, I was toooo tired to go today. Woke up around 11. Ate Mickey D's. Then watched CSI for 6 hours straight, hahaha. I love CSI. Gossip Girl was intense tonight too. I love Nate and Blair together. And Vanessa fucked Chuck, wtf! And I absolutely hate how there won't be a new episode of Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill until April 20th! I hate waiting. I'm so impatient. This blog is pretty pointless and I don't care.
I misssss Big Bear so much already. I want to go back again! :( :(

Fingerprints

Wow, I had a lot of fun this weekend. I take my previous post back! I'm so happy I went to Big Bear because I got to get away from all the distractions at home. Despite the weather being like 18 degrees, I still had a lot of fun. I got closer to people, I met new people and I became friends with people I thought I'd never be friends with. They fed us a lot of food too! I think I gained pounds hahaha.

Saturday:
Breakfast: 2 Pancakes, 2 sausages, and bacon
Lunch: Chicken sandwich, potato wedges, and brownies
Dinner: Spaghetti, Garlic bread, salad and ice cream

Sunday:
Breakfast: Bread, Ham, Scrambled eggs and hash browns

Big Bear was sooo fun. I loved it and I want go to back already. Chris and I were playing ping pong. Then Chris, Jay, Sam and I were playing out in the open space and he hit it up high and it hit the tree and I went to go hit it, and I was like "Where did it go?!" and it fell right onto my face. Hahahaha. We played with the snow today too and it was fun. Blah blah blah. I'm already missing everything. It happened all so fast.

Here are pictures, enjoy: